Fic: Lost Chances (NCIS)

[kaylashay81]

Title: Lost Chances
Author: kaylashay81
Rating: FR21
Disclaimer: I'm not Bellesario or CBS, so I don't claim to own them.
Genre: Het, Mentions of Threesome, Slash, Femslash
Pairings: Ziva/McGee; Gibbs/Abby/Tony
Word Count: 5x100
Written For: cassanlynx from prompt here.
Written For: ncisdrabble100; Past Challenge #61 Lost

Crossposted: ncisdrabble100; ncisfanfic; ncis_fic

Summary: They both found solace in each other after losing what they could never have.

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It was a complete accident when she saw the three of them together in Abby's lab. She had taken the stairs as opposed to the elevator and just before she reached the trigger for the glass sliding doors, she saw them. The three of them were standing close together. At first glance, there was nothing amiss. Then she noticed hands in places that co-workers did not normally place their hands. She could not look away as the two men pressed kisses along Abby's jaw. In that moment, Ziva David realized she would never be able to have Abby as hers.

It was a complete accident when he saw the three of them together in Abby's lab. Abby had apparently forgotten he was in the inner office working on the wiring under her desk. If she had remembered, he never would have seen the moment in the lab. He watched in shocked silence as the two men pressed close on each side of her and left a trail of kisses on their way to her mouth. Then came the blow to his gut. Tim's heart broke as he saw the kiss shared between the two men. Tony would never be his.

After they left, Tim found himself stumbling into the lab. He looked up when the whoosh of the doors revealed Ziva standing in silence looking at him. From the look on her face, he could tell she had lost something too. He asked her, not expecting an answer. She told him with one word, "Abby." He found himself replying in kind with, "Tony." They left together and didn't speak a word as Ziva took him to her apartment. Once they were in the seclusion of the bedroom, Tim found the courage to ask, "Can you make me think it's him?"

Ziva gave Tim a consenting nod to his question and added in a whisper, "As long as I can pretend you are her." With Tim's agreement, they did not talk; talking would break the illusions they were both trying to maintain. Ziva stripped Tim, working her hands over his body. Then she pushed him face down on the bed before turning to a dresser drawer. Taking the object she had longed to use with Abby, she prepared herself to take Tim instead. She took time to open him up and he groaned as she slid her silicone cock deep inside.

They were lost. Tim pictured in his mind that Tony DiNozzo was kneeling behind him, thrusting balls deep into his welcoming ass. Each time the hand wrapped around his aching cock, it was Tony. Each puff of breath on his back was Tony. In kind, Ziva had her eyes closed as she pushed with increasing speed into the warm body beneath her. It was Abby that was writing beneath her. It was Abby that was making the mewling sounds as she was pushed closer to her climax. When they came, they cried out their desires that would never be fulfilled.

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Comments

[lil-jei.livejournal.com]

That was sad and hot all at the same time. Damn I love bottom Tim...woah.

And Tony/Gibbs/Abby was a hot picture too...I mean what did Ziva and Tim expect those three have been there the longest for each other excluding Ducky etc.

Much love for it...good job :)

[kaylashay81]

Thanks! I had to go with bottom!Tim for this...

Yeah, I think it turned out sadder than I thought it would.

Glad you liked.

[triskellion.livejournal.com]

Woh ... nice. You really had fun with that one last night.

[kaylashay81]

:-)

Yeah... It took more angst than I intended and it grew too. I was just going to do three drabbles and ended up with five. Darn bunny.

And now I feel sorry for Tim and Ziva.

[triskellion.livejournal.com]

*sigh* I know that feeling. Muse ran away with the story. But if you feel sorry for Tim and Ziva then you did it right.

[kaylashay81]

True... but the muse has the urge to make them happy now.... guess I better distract her with a different prompt.

[triskellion.livejournal.com]

Ooooh, another prompt.

[gabbie94.livejournal.com]

Aaaa......Poor Ziva and McGee. Go Abby Tony and Gibbs.
It was great written and I loved it.

[kaylashay81]

Thanks! Glad you liked!

[chirugal.livejournal.com]

Wow, that's amazing. *thud* Especially since I love GAT, Zabby and McNozzo...

Cass is gonna love it.

[kaylashay81]

:-)

It popped in my mind right after I read her prompt... Only originally it was just going to be 3 drabbles, Ziva's POV, Tim's POV and then the Tim/Ziva sex. The sex took 3 drabbles to get fully realized. :-)

Yay!

[xanthelj.livejournal.com]

That was so sad and yet kind of lovely too! I do love Gibbs/Abby/Tony and I've always been fond of Ziva/Mcgee (and Ziva/Abby) so this was made of win all round *g*.

[kaylashay81]

Thanks! It did come out a lot sadder than I originally figured it would be. But then it also went 200 words longer too. I have a thing for Ziva/McGee. I think they would work out far better than Tony/Ziva ever would. Plus, I don't think I would mind seeing Ziva/McGee on screen, just like I wouldn't mind Tony/Abby on screen.

[xanthelj.livejournal.com]

ITA! It's irritating when we get all this Tony/Ziva shoved at us because I'm all FOR Ziva/McGee and Tony/Abby. Sigh. Oh well.

[redvelvetribbon.livejournal.com]

Oh that was sad.Poor McGee and Ziva. I only hope they get so lost they come right back around to finding each other again and its Tony walking on them, hot and sweaty and desperate for each other. And HE wonders what could have been.

[kaylashay81]

Yeah, I think in the end, McGee and Ziva will find something with each other, but first they need to move past what they won't get.

And make a viscous circle you say? Actually... I think this Tony is quite happy with Gibbs and Abby. Now... what if Gibbs walked in on McGee and Ziva and wondered how different it would be to have those two instead of the two he has...

[redvelvetribbon.livejournal.com]

Ahhh THAT sounds great. Yeah they have to get over what they never had to realise whats right in front of them. And they could compliment each others strengths and weakness wonderfully. Tim would be sweet and kind and allow Ziva to relax and not have to prove herself as a bad ass all the time. And have Ziva as his partner would make Tim feel really strong and masculine so his confidence and joy would be sky high.

Gibbs? Yeah. Love to see that. As Tim and Ziva would be hot but totally different dynamic to Tony and Abby.he would have to wonder..... I'll extend mine if you extend yours? :)

[kaylashay81]

I'll extend mine if you extend yours?

*narrows eyes*

Is that a bribe? Are you bribing me??? ;-)

I kinda see Gibbs standing off to the side somewhere and watching Tony/Abby interact and then looking over and seeing McGee/Ziva interact and comparing the two sets.

[redvelvetribbon.livejournal.com]

Yeah. I would love to see how you view the two pairs. They are both very needy but in different ways.

It MIGHT be a bribe.....would it work? Maybe I can offer your some Never Never land instead? (Continuation of my Lost Boys Gibbs/Tony/Tim) Working on it as we speak. Multi chapter.

[kaylashay81]

Now you're getting down and dirty... Gibbs/Tony/Tim.... *sigh*

I may have to explore this. But it will have to wait until I finish my other prompts...

[redvelvetribbon.livejournal.com]

Cool. :)
Loking forward to it.
Working on Never Never chapter Four. Will post everything when all complete so you can have a big old chunk of porn. (Chapter one was 11 pages)
So yeah I will be a way off yet too by the time Im done.